Well I'm back. Hopefully. It's so hard to keep up with this blog. I haven't been on in two years. But I'm going to start writing again because Ben is deployed and I want some way to communicate with him and let him know what's going on with us here at home. This deployment has been a little harder. Not sure why. I miss him very much and so do the kids. We haven't been able to communicate as well because of time difference and he's very busy. It's a little frustrating. I'm hoping this will give me a distraction. I'm not writing this for sympathy. This is just my way of explaining why I'm starting up again. So here's to you Babe!